just when i thought i could never be more busier - suddenly, I am.
i don't regret anything right now, that is the silly decisions i've been making for the past days. like. pretending to know nothing of something that i am so obvious of having complete and extraodinary knowledge of. second, diving into something that will make me hurt and make someone hurt in the end. third, being somebody who is very happy.
honestly, these decisions are based on rash impulses. i am just enjoying everything right now, facing what i should have faced a thousand years ago. people will call me a definite bastard for what i am doing to myself, but then, i am not living for them, am i? i'm living for something, that is, i have not decided what or who yet, GOD, perhaps, GOD, of course! but, in my own mortal sense, i still don't know. i am still waiting for everything to move...
desperateforchangingstarvingfortruthsloserwhereistarted
chasingafteryouimfallingmoreandmoreinlovewith
youlettinggoofalliveheldontoimstanding
herebeforeyoumakememoveim
hanginginamomentherewith
you
guess, that's it. (that was not a love thingy, as you all know. i dont have a heart.)
nyt.
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