overdosed.with.cadbury

Yup, I am full of chocolate. I ate two bars straight. Is that healthy? O.o Anyway, while I was munching, this thought suddenly entered my brain somewhere.

Can you ever get used to the world that nothing ever amazes you anymore?

Yah, you must think I must be completely crazy and I need medical attention right now. Well, I thought so too, a while ago but I explored that thought .

I remember my youngest brother, Josh, when he was about one year old. I put a piece of scotchtape on his leg with one end free. He picked it up and it stuck to his fingers. He removed it with his other hand and it too stuck on that hand. I was laughing (read: evil sister.haha). But he didn't seem to be annoyed, the thing seemed to amaze him. He was smiling as he was studying the object. Always picking it up with another hand then the other, then the other. It always stuck.

He was so thrilled of the scotchtape. Well, it was just a scotchtape. I know for a fact that it is very handy in torn papers and such. And when I think of it, it never amazed me that much or so I think. Perhaps it is because that I am growing and getting used to everything that I just accept and accept without questioning, without asking, without appreciating. I don't want my life to be like this because if I do get used to everything, if nothing could ever interest me again, then, how am I supposed to learn?!

I think that that is the reason that adults are so very boring, not all but at least most of them. They don't appreciate anything. They concern themselves with stuff like papers and documents and checks and such. It seems idiotic to not be amazed by the world anymore. I don't want to be like that. But I can never go to neverland, can I? I can not stop the natural process of changing. I think for now, I will be satisfied with the solution that I never stop asking questions, that I never cease to be amazed to things that I can percieve or not.